Can i be a little selfish?

Hmmm, not really in the mood to write. Nothing interesting lately after new semester starts, boredom bored boring all the time. Since itu somebody is not in for story mowry time so i write la, if i forget half of it lagi susah. Hahaha, kidding only.

I'm so in love with Sherlock Holmes, Robert Downey Jr. is just so cool! Jude Law not bad, so good looking. Better watch, now left few more movies to catch up before holding the title "Super Update" again. 

Karaoke karaoke karaoke, dah lama kot tak pergi. Aiman jommm! Eh how about our vocal lessons la, then there will be more Aiman-Hamizah bonding session. Nonsense kan, sorry la since you tak ada i'm missing you around.

Last weekend, celebrated Christmas eve at Look Out Point. Awesome scenery, nothing to describe more. Midnight view with my sleepyness so it turn out fairly okay, next time have to go during sunset. Imagine you're on a hill, gayat tetap ada but then you're seeing whole KL. First time being there, a little excited la. That Thursday too went to send Baby Darth to Adrian since he wants it for his family trip to Cameron, tak lena tidur aku dibuatnya when i need to sleep with the thoughts that Baby Darth is not under my bed. Uwaaa, everyday i texted him asking "Baby Darth sihat?". His reply will be "Haha, ok je. smart gak!"

I wish to celebrate Christmas eve and New Year's eve with Adrian, i guess luck was not on my side. He need to work, it's ok we replaced it earlier today. A lunch together, talking nonsense, playing riddles, and bla bla bla. I'm so relieved tonight Baby Darth is back under my bed, now i'm not sleepy since took a nap right after coming home. I got a gift! Christmas gift from him, freshly from Cameron. I had one for him, made wishing stars in a bottle. I told him surely his desk is ugly that is why he seems to be so stressed up, now the stars is there so dengan harapan can cheer him up.

I like this part, so so much. Adrian was stunned when i said i'm migrating to Australia 10 years from now, it's just a plan whatever it is depends to Allah swt. Childishly he said 10 years,bring him along. We talked about our holidays next year, you name it he is okay with it. Pangkor? Australia? Cameron? Bali? All mentioned ones, next year lesser work compared to end of the year where everything need closings. We're planning to open a business together, advertising agency it seems. I don't know a thing about business, telling me a few of his friends asking him to open a business but they're not good enough for him. Then i shall ask this, do i look convincing? I did asked, he said i have the spirit. Haa, mula la nak merepek dengan aku. Hahaha

There's some conflict, here and there. A little of sour and salty, spices added? Haha, i'm talking craps. Look here, how if. If your besties birthdays fall in your study week or maybe the exam week itself, kind of sad right? Normal grounding session, 5 weeks to exam. No outing, no enjoying as this can affect my brain cell. The more i laugh or get crazy, the more i tend to forget things i've studied.

Things have been so undecidable lately, stress aku. Can i not negotiate? If i have to choose, can i choose myself this time? If there will be 10 decisions to be made, can i pick 7 out of 10 of it that are about me? How is that, hurting you? If i don't choose myself, i don't feel hurt is it? Decisions are difficult, choose yourself and nobody can say anything. Prioritize oneself, only that will be with you until the end of your breath.

Change topic, where to celebrate New Year's eve? Dad and Mama wanted Shah Alam, cousin wanted The Curve or One Utama, myself wanting something i can't get. Haha, any idea? I just need fireworks, not the party or concerts.

I seriously need some shopping for my special day, ahem ahem. My dream is so going to come true, just wait and see. No more clues, goodnight~

Newbee

Semester break is over, well it is time to wake up from dreaming away and enjoying life like nobody's business. First week as a so-called newbee to classes was filled with jetlag-ness since Monday due to deprivation of sleep waking up about half day earlier than i used to during the holidays, THREE marvelous holidays that Mama said i'm crazy enough to be admitted into Tanjung Rambutan for lepak-ing and merayap 20 days out of 23 days in total. that means i'm at home only for THREE miracle days? Hahaha, Mama should tell me that she missed me being at home making some noise here there at home. Tak payah la perli-perli kan =p

The last THREE days that i remembered i sempat went to Genting Highlands, an unplanned one that we couldn't find for early departure bus tickets. So my cousin drove us there, not far actually. Maybe can just drive there to do some scenery photoshoot with my Baby Darth, it will have lots of rest under my bed from now on. For the first time in my life i went to Genting not entering the theme park instead of exchanging it with the buffet at Coffee Terrace, end up bloated full that we're so full to walk. Suddenly outside on the road there's a train-like touring gerabak so we took that tawaf whole Genting, thick fog and cold air increase our tendency to be sleepy. Fun~

lighted-well snowman @ Genting Highlands

Merry Christmas

afro-ness by us

@ Coffee Terrace

good job Baby Sony, Baby Darth did not follow

Second last day, hang out at KLCC and One Utama searching for my Baby Darth's accessories. Seriously i'm so addicted in collecting stuff related to my hobby that will make my Baby Darth more valuable, more powerful actually. Haha

@ One Utama

Last day, watched New Moon for the THIRD time. No matter what i'll still choose Edward Cullen, i just don't know why people change their mind for choosing Jacob in this series. For me, once i've chose means that is it till the end. This can be relate to my attitude of difficult in letting go, i guess my best friends have most of the words on this. Right people?

Month of December, every Friday tends to be a public holiday. Total of FOUR Fridays off, how nice if it continues for the whole year or even forever. No more weekdays from Monday to Friday, hahaha. 

For Christmas, we can see most of the malls having their decorations up but as you can see compared to other festive season it's kind of unfair that Christmas always have the nicest prop. Anyway no offence, i like to see it. I don't mind going to each malls just to enjoy the spectacular settings, i love the rainbow colors chosen. I had been to Mid Valley, KLCC, One Utama, The Curve, Aeon, Genting Highlands, Sunway Pyramid, and tomorrow to Alamanda perhaps.

Oh ya before i forget, tomorrow is Awal Muharram. Don't forget to recite the doa akihr tahun and doa awal tahun wahai my Muslim friends. By then, have fun and take care!

* I noticed there's lots of number THREE in this post, hmm.

Dari Jauh

Tiada malam lena tidurku

hanya igauan mimpi yang pilu

kerna setiap kali ku pejamkan mata

ku hanya terlihat dirimu

Mengapa aku masih menanti

harapan yang kian tidak pasti

walau ku sedar hakikatnya

kau takkan kembali di sisi

Walau kau tidak perlukanku

aku tetap mendoakan kebahagianmu

tapi hanya satu yang ku pinta

izinkanku menyintaimu dari jauh

Walau aku pernah menyatakan

yang ku telah lepaskan segala

hakikatnya hati kecilku masih menyinta

aku simpan saja perasaanku

menahan derita dalam rindu

Nabil Zamanhuri

From the Bottom of My Heart

This is my 3rd week of holidays, so sad everything is moving so quickly. During these holidays too i get to spent time with almost a big circle of friends eventho just once. Rather once than never right?

My favourite, seeing Christmas decorations at malls i've visited. Awesome! One thing messing up my mind, where shall i celebrate my new year? With condition, a place with good firework pleasieee~ I'd love to capture the boom my own, i want and i will. Just wait!

@ klcc

About my Saturday outing, had lots of fun meeting new friends who are Adrian's friends. All of us hang out until late at night, surprisingly no alarm call from dad although it's already 1 in the morning. Is it because dad knew i'm going out with him and trust him for taking care of my safety? Awww so sweet, hehe. Basically we went just for the Roxy Quicksilver annual member sale, storewide 50% off. Who wouldn't want? If i can i wish to buy the whole outlet, sounded a little exaggerating la. Hehe

Three shopaholics : Hud, Adrian, Myself

As planned, went to the wedding. Everything out of time just because my sister is so bangau that day that she get ready 1 hour later, Adrian kept texting when i'm going to Sentul for him to pick because he's hungry already.  Wore baju kurung when he picked me, told him i'm changing right after reaching One Utama. He said don't, why eh? He said lawa already in baju kurung, i pula very the uncomfortable when hanging out with baju kurung when it's not supposed to be worn. Three of us went shopping at One Utama, five others join for supper at NZ mamak in Wangsa Maju. So far and so long i've been lepak-ing i never  been there, i'll just playing around Damansara area and simple part of KL. Hud sent me home since he's staying 5 minutes away from my house, i went home with my patient! Hahaha, i'm missing you already Adrian Ng while on the way back. I wish i could spend more time with you, new year with you, to Genting with you, etc etc and etc with you.

Serves him right, tease me more =p

patient and dentist, zzz

What did i do on Monday? Wait, i can't recall. Oh ya watched movie with my 3 besties, 2 of them overnight in my house. Early Tuesday morning, we went for daytrip to Ipoh. What else, photo like nobody's business since there were 2 DSLRs brought. We had lots of fun, feel so complete seriously. 

besties in Ipoh

best shot of baby alpha by baby darth

sweating, sticky, smelly, shining. hahaha

Gunung Lang

Kellie's Castle

Wednesday adn Thursday stayed at home, became the driver to granny to where ever she wanted to go. So boring when it comes to visiting her friend's house, i felt so sesat among the oldies. Sorry, not to be bad but memang boring bila tak ada orang yang sebaya. 

Tomorrow at 6am i'll be going to Genting Highlands, public holiday for Selangor so confirm crowded. It's ok la since holiday left few more days so should spend it as wisely as possible or else i'll be wasting 1 day if i don't go. See you around~

* To Furzanne Yeo, happy already since i'm putting all photos LARGE. Haha

A Fairytale

Friday the 4th, pc fair started but plan canceled instead other spontaneous invitation for karaoke & New Moon came. Agreed for karaoke, enough of new moon. If there is the 3rd time, let it be with my beloved. I don't mind that!

After waking up, someone buzz me in YM saying, "Hey beb i have Quicksilver card and if u want it please come to Souled Out." Haha, to my surprise you're inviting me there that i knew you're not that free to entertain guests. Can i categorize myself as special?

I went just for the sake of the card, seriously just for the card not the owner. Don't believe it? Please rely on it, i'm not melting. The more i'm going to reach, heartbeat rise and extremities became so cold. Weather is drizzling, it's 7 pm in the evening. Could not turn back either, face it la!

In front of Souled Out, texted him "reached d" then he called. I said, "Hello, tempat hari tu.". He replied, "Ok beb, tunggu jap.". Gelabah la, adoi. He came, ala-ala Edward came towards Bella. Gila punya imagination, don't laugh ok you'll never know how i'm feeling. NERVOUSSS!

He came and open the door, gelak tak boleh blah. "Hey beb", i ada nama ok. Already one year and you never call me by name, it's ok still cute calling me beb. Haha, talk talk talk i didn't realize time passes. Why time flies when you're happy and vice versa? So adorable, so handsome, so cute, so cool, so etc etc etc. Ask me out for tomorrow? Difficult to decline, sorry la so meeting up tomorrow with Adrian. What to wear? Mama help me, i don't have new baju for tomorrow. Sudden death timing to ask, how how how.

I had to attend a kenduri kahwin in Kg. Baru or Gombak i'm not sure, wear my white baju kurung terus after kenduri? No no no, change? I ask him to take me from my family, too lazy to drive. Let the gentleman does it all, hehe.

Wait for updates ok, i'm curious too what's going to happen.

Bias-ness

In what ever you talk for sure you'll praise YOUR things correct? But some people just don't talk about other people's things, they are just happy with THEIRS. Am i right? I guess i'm like that, doesn't i?

Well, i admit i'm a brand conscious, if i like a brand no matter any part of it is bad i'll still like it. Is there any problem with it? I'm buying it, i'm the one who's using it, anything happen i'll be the one handling it so why are you greatly BIAS with it. It's strange, don't order me what to do EVEN if i'm paying just for the brand but not worth the quality. Then don't ever care who i'm learning from, everybody's style is different so don't judge whether it's wrong or it doesn't follow the world's rules. NEVER!

Another thing, DON'T EVER down grade me. I have my baby darth, if i take blur photos so what. Who make the rules that a person who take blur photos ain't allowed to used DSLR instead turn down to compact, what the heck you're talking. You're not a professional either, commenting like you owned a photo studio. OMG it's just that i can't slap you, if i do i think that's the end.

If you like a different brand from mine, go ahead i never asked you to have the same. I never even talked about why you chose that and whatsoever, don't let me spell a line that u never wish to hear.

"NIKON FOR LIFE"

Who hate this statement stay away from talking about cameras, you're forbidden. At this very moment i just want to shout "SIFUUU! Come to KL now! People bullying your student over here!", i really wish it could be heard. Actually i'm a little bengong, learned few times but i still couldn't get the setting. I never regret having my baby darth, i'll love you like nobody can. I'll continue learning, remember i'll be better than you mr-who-talked-so-much. The day will come!

I LOVE YOU BABY DARTH!

Wishing Stars

Ok i'll continue with my 4th day of exam, happily tembak-ing "inny minny mainy more" for both papers. Friday was the moment every single person waited, last paper ended at 5pm and cheers all went haywire flying everywhere. Some went home right away, by buses, by planes but some went lepak-ing like me. I hangout at The Curve, was supposed to go Rasta for supper but canceled since i was too tired and addition of rainy weather.

Saturday and Sunday became the days for packing stuffs, flew to Bandung on Monday. I went with my 9th uncle's family, stayed until Wednesday. Can't stay any longer because Hari Raya Aidiladha falls on that Friday, so preparation need to be done on Thursday. 

best photo taken i think

Bandung, what else to say. "HEAVEN for shoppinggg!" i went with one bag but came back with three, 2 additional bags just for my shopped things. Haha

whole family who went

in the apartment

My home will always be the station for relatives to come over, as usual layan layan layan tetamu until i can't even go to a friend's house. Joe invited me, his mom cooked rendang for me because i couldn't get to eat it on previous Hari Raya Puasa. I felt so guilty but he said it's ok, his mom will cook again soon for me. Yay~

Weekend was filled with activities with relatives, shopping shopping shopping plus movie-ing. I did a makeover make up by Bobbi Brown, not bad i think. Then the most important, i watched New Moon already. Don't worry, will watch it again. I just love Edward, he's the perfect guy ever. There goes my first week of holidays, two more weeks left.

after Bobbi Brown makeover

Started my second week holidays with karaoke, most favourite stress releasing activity. Yesterday i went karaoke-ing with Aiman, Hanis and Sadru. We had lots of fun seriously, i just love my very bunch of close friends. I wish Adrian and Joe could join, hmm. Soon will have more karaoke sessions with Aiman together-gether, yayness!

love candid

the usual Triosss~

heroes on that day

Today was a spontaneous day, flying here and there like a crazy person. I woke up at 630am, take a quick bath and went to my 9th uncle's house to take care of his kids since his wife have some things to do in school. Suddenly in the middle of nowhere, my cousin called saying come to Mid Valley she'll be organizing makan-makan for her birthday at Spaghetti Grill 12 pm. At 1145 am  my aunt just came back, i rushed home mandi and wanted to get ready but couldn't find my white dress i wanted to wear. Find in my room's cupboard, parent's cupboard if misplaced, downstairs cupboard, upstairs hall cupboard still no trace. Dengan muka masam i wore a blue shirt, matching la jugak with my watch. Nak sedapkan hati la katakan, haha. Guess what time did i reach? TWO HOURS late, with the parking full every zone for lunch time. As long i go right, chill la. I met FEEQ!! After sooo longgg, since my last birthday if im not mistaken.

all who came without another 2 latecomers

i don't have a photo with Feeq, NOT FAIRRR!

Tomorrow going to KLCC for movie or maybe movies, i don't know. Oh yea have to follow Sadru to find a bag pack as his birthday gift that is today, now he's officially 21 years old and legal to enter any club. How nice, kan kan. Another plan, a daytrip to Ipoh this coming Tuesday with my besties. For photoshoot purpose too, when nature calls. Haha, never been to Ipoh. How sad of me, haih. 

I guess that's all my updates, more coming soon. I shall continue folding my wishing stars, 1000 pieces then giving it to who? Someone who's going to be 1000 miles away, for the babies. Good night and sweet dreams, zzz~