My Bedtime Story

I just recovered from my fever after having 2 days of MC from classes, actually escaping from classes were my happiest moments. Haha, bad me. I've been dreaming of weird things, it's like i can remember the people who were being dreamt about but i can't remember their faces when i woke up. Then i tend to forget things more often now, the place where i put this  and that etc etc. Sadly on last Wednesday, Yetching asked me what movie that i watched the latest. For me to answer Legion took me about 30 minutes? It just happened not even a week ago, this is so not good. Is it a sign or something?

Four more days of countdown, i'm not excited about it. I'm more afraid when February arrives, i'll have one important person lesser after the 9th. I'm so looking forward about the dinner on a cruise, at the same time i wish i could pause the time. What are you wearing that night? It's been three nights we did not talk, are you there? Missing you =)

I just booked my flight tickets to Langkawi, wasted RM 70 just because the exam schedule was pasted today instead of yesterday. The price for yesterday was RM 163 and today it became RM 233, now the problem is hotel. Most of the places fully booked, whatever it is just go there and find the solution. Fair enough! Mama is happy since we're taking flight, coming back with train. Everything pun first time, apa lah saya ni. Very the outdated, cett~ 

Wednesday and Thursday, Robinsons member day sale preview was held and i went for both days. I was sick since Tuesday night, had fever for no reason. I didn't play neither under the hot sun nor the rain, but i still get fever. Mama is just so understanding that she asked me to cheer up, go to the sale and do some shopping. I did not go to class but i went to The Gardens with Yetching, she's kind of concern about what is happening around me. Anyway she wanted to buy new shoes for class, i just followed while doing some surveying. I bought a STUPID transparent shoes and a rose hairband, brown one this time. So called Cinderella shoes, haih.

No class on Thursday, only conference and that also i was absent. I went for blood screening, next to Kamal bookshop to buy my medical books and again to The Gardens to find for a new handbag. Feeq joined me, he came few hours earlier before his work time. I bought a pair of Roxy shoes and a pencil case, thanks to the STUPID shoes that made my feet bleed so now my Roxy shoes has blood stain. Ouch, it hurts so badly that i hardly walk. Please heal before Monday, i hope too much for it. There's a pair of key chain i bought, no boyfriend to give but i still bought it both for myself. Perhaps for the future, who knows right. I love it, sooo cute! I'm always having non-rice meal whenever i go out with Feeq,  i had assam laksa at Little Penang Cafe for lunch and Country Chicken for dinner at Chilis on that Friday. I've been craving for Chilis a long time since the last i ate there, the last was last year on my birthday itself. Rindu rindu for their Fish & Chips, it's ok. Feeq! Jom Chilis lagi, haha. Movies together again, i had fun!

forever together keychains

Frustratedly, i can't find any handbags that i like after being in Robinsons for almost 5 hours! Any suggestions on what brand handbags to buy? Something different please, as in not the one i'm seeing in 2 out of 5 ladies wearing. Nevermind i'll surely find it one day, one fine day.

My feet hurt! Painful! Arghh! Applied lotion, lots of them but still. 

Change topic~

Ipad just being launched by Apple two days back, what is that actually? In tablet form, a computer or a phone? I'm confused, has it arrive to Malaysia because i want to have a look at it. Lucky me i haven't take my Macbook Pro, or else i can't change my mind in case of anything.

Today was our last day of semester 2.1, a few more months to go before i end my third year of degree. Study week starting so i'm going to be all out for my revision, hibernation of online starts too i guess i should say see you around after 15th of February when i'm back from vacation. I hope i won't forget that i have a plane to rush on right after my exam, no sembang-sembang after the last paper on Friday. Flight at 4.10pm, wee~ I'm so happy going on a vacation, far ones without family. How long can you be a baby to your family, i'm standing on my own now and trying to be independent. Peace!

Forgot forgot! I'm attracted at first sight with a boy who work at Starbucks Skypark, shock to hear this? I met him twice, it's been two Mondays i saw him when i fetched dad from the airport. I just want to be friends with him, i find ways and lastly i get to talk to him personally. His name is Adam, why i'm just too blur for not seeing the receipt written his name but i called the branch asking for the smartest looking person working there. Interesting story over here, but i couldn't manage to get his number. It's ok since i don't have any intention to be with anybody or somebody, enjoying life is better. Anyway i'll be going to the airport again this coming Monday, wish me luck. That's all folks!



Berita gegar, Mama will be going for umrah this Mac during the school holidays with granny. I can't follow due to the clinics and classes, it will be for 11 days. Mama, don't worry me and Baba will be fine at home. Worse come to worst, both of us will overslept la, haha. Just be happy there, selamat pergi dan selamat kembali. Mama, i love you so much!

A letter to special someone :

Dear Mr. love,

Hey babe, it's been a while since we last talk and met. Forget me can? Don't contact me anymore, i feel so alone without you so why not i don't own you for real. Already 17 days since your last sms, i miss you. I heard you're in SG, are you there or still planning? The launch of 7atenine branch there seems to be grand, pity you will have lots of work. Go with your busyness, i think the Malaysia first person also have time to contact their friends to chill together. By the way, i have lost track updating you about myself. Where i go and with who i go anywhere, you're to slow to keep up. Whatever it is, i'll wait for your calls and texts just as a friend. Nothing more, see you.

Truthfully,

-your crush-

Woohoo~

Before this everything seems like hanging, no distinct answers for this and that. Earlier today when i was in Shah Alam eating with my Mama after doing some shopping, Feeq called telling me that his holiday application was approved. I was so happy, told Mama the plan to Pulau Langkawi with Zahidah and Feeq is on for real. Now some things are certain, i'm visualizing a holiday in Langkawi right after my exams. I've never been there, i know there is a big eagle statue. That's all, i'm so lack of knowledge man. Gosh, you don't know how my mom will make noise because i'm just lazy to take concern on general knowledge matters. Haih, study pun dah banyak lagi nak ambil tahu hal negara dan dunia kah? 

My birthday is coming, my very special 21st birthday. Sounded so grand when you reach 21 years old, i felt the excitement too tanpa sebab. Haha, nothing changes actually i'll still be my daddy's girl. So what, i shall say i don't want to be old. How about back to teens age, nicer that way. I kind of don't like getting old, people's expectation also gets higher as your age. Prefer being young where your mistakes doesn't seems to be a big matter after all, instead people will say "Tak mengapa, dia masih kecil lagi."

Since i entered my degree life, my birthday always fall in the study week. If i organize a party, coursemates wouldn't join. Okay fine, it's ok. This year, i'm afraid because of time matters. Some other important things overlap, i hope i did not hurt anybody with my arrangements seriously. I asked for Mama's advice doing all this, to synchronize with some other bestfriends timing and etc. I guess this is the best ok, Insyallah.

Here goes the arrangements, first celebration cum farewell on a cruise in Putrajaya with a bestfriend and few others. I thought of making it a black & white theme, i'm going to buy a blouse and skirt so i can wear it to my faculty dinner too. Unfortunately that's the only time we can match our free time before he leaves for Australia, by the way i'm taking few hours of my study week. Next is a trip to Langkawi with other two bestfriends, both are Februarians too. All of us celebrating there, leaving on the last day of my exam that is the 12th until 15th since Feeq gets holiday from 11th to the 15th. I know on the specific 2nd of February, my family will do a surprise party for me. Tahu-tahu saja kan, already a routine so act like it was surprised by it sudah. Haha

Lastly, a real party for my bestfriends at either Chinoz on the Park or The Apartments. Undecided yet, see how it goes then. Most probably on the 20th or 21st of February, gila basi la but i just couldn't help it. I'll make whole February is my month, i'm loving it. Alhamdulillah with everything that is happening, wish for the good to last forever.

10 more days to go, semangatnya.

Jom countdown sama-sama, haha.

Next to story is about my wishlist gifts, wee~

P l a i n ~

Routines

waking up at 545 in the morning and get ready for class = i'm just lazy

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class starts at 8 am = listen to iPod as background music to lectures given

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lunch break 1-2 pm but don't have enough time to eat = skipped lunch

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class ended at 5 o'clock in the evening = jammed on the way home every single day

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meeting on Thursday from 515-630 pm = 1st impression of 15 minutes meeting berkecai

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on Thursday patient fail to attend = jangan beriya-iya nak appointment please

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ward round with Dr. Rezal canceled = inform earlier next time ok? no need to waste time walking so far

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Thursday also get peta Australia = mood swings + less smiling

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Friday clinics finished late because we got the fussy perfectionist Philippines Dr. Angela + partner gets a complicated case patient = drag timing + worry will be late for replacement ward round & not being able to see a patient that will be discharge

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~ B O R E D O M ~

on Tuesday left paediatrics class early to take my Snow White black satin reserved skirt at The Gardens = became angry since the worker accidentally sent it to different place but resolved with a lunch in Italiannies

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watched "Legion" & had dinner on Thursday at The Gardens, thanks  to Feeq = slowly updating myself about now showings

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on Thursday night just for fun entered Zouk cafe, was offered to register as a member & it's successful = forgotten i'm officially 21 this year

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Friday class only until noon since replacement ward round canceled + lunch in Old Town Bangsar South = get home early & took a long nap

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exam is coming but i didn't get the momentum to start revising = not under stress yet

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Daddy is home early everyday = mcflurry + slurpee

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~ so-so E X C I T E M E N T ~

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A letter to special someone :

Dear Mr. love,

How have you been? It's been a while since we last met and talk. You've been busy lately, too much work is it? I'm fine here, see i'm smiling. Don't worry about my studies, all going on smoothly. Bila mahu karaoke? How is our trip, plan nicely ok. Wait until i'm done with my exams ok, hey bring me to NZ atas again. Never tell me the soup there is nice, apa la you ni. Actually i still can't get over your decision of not being able to be free on my birthday, you know how i wish celebrating it with you. I'm glad that our birthdates are 10 days apart, same like my parents. How awesome is that right? Anyway just to tell you that i miss you so much, how would i know if ever you remembered me maybe for split seconds. Well, i'm so imaginative. Haha =p That's all, will write to you soon.

Truthfully,

-your crush- 

Insecure!

I've been quite confused these few days, my instinct saying that something is not right. Perhaps something i'm hoping for wasn't meant to be? 

Things around me had been quite shaky lately, doesn't seem to be strong but i didn't see any mistakes. I never change, i'm still the same me.

For a person who is important to me, acting cold towards me do hurt me. I know you have your bunch of friends who are near to you, i'm far and i admit it. Okay i'll be silent, total silence that you'll never even hear me breathe. Pujuk me when you're rational back yea, i'll wait!

Shocking moments, mom allowed me to enter a photography competition. First thought, langit mahu runtuh sudah kah? I just cannot believe it, it's miracle man. So happy~ Now on the way of choosing photos to be send, wish me luck =)

Rumours, rumours and rumours. I'm so tired of it, worthless to be think about. I never know that i love wearing rose hair clips which looks so lively on my hair also became an issue, a bit too much right. For God sake it's just hair clips! You can buy and wear it if you want, i won't say anything because if i don't want to have a same ones with anybody i would custom made it. Even you guys are hypocrites who wear tudung to class but free hair outside, i'm not bothered at all frankly said. What did you get talking about me? Okay i allow you people to make me famous, carry on the good job. Sheesh!

Gosh my 3 besties, i seriously miss you guys. It's been a while since we last met, wait until i'm done with my exams. We'll enjoy soon~

To my beloved bestfriend, i booked for our day on the 5th. I wish to give you a last decent memory of me so that you can bring it wherever you go, i miss you since we didn't talk for 3 nights already. Update update from me before i forget half of it, hahaha =p

Tomorrow i'll be having a proficiency exam at 10am, hopefully the patient arrive sharp on time. Scared + nervous + cold sweats + can't sleep = panda eyes tomorrow. Cett~

I'll be having a 1 week of semester break after my exam, planned for a vacation with my 2 close friends. Suggestion was to Pulau Langkawi, excited la juga maklum tak pernah pergi kan. I want to shop a lot of CHOCOLATES i don't care! Hehe

One more thing, do i look like i can teach KIDS? Hahaha, i guess my uncle found the wrong person la. I'm just too lazy to do tuitions, typing notes only wasn't that bad since i can be flexible with my own timing. If say i take this job, having classes from Mondays to Friday and tuitions on Saturdays and Sundays so when shall i fit my karaoke sessions and photography also not to forget shopping? Only if the 7 days a week can be extended to 10 days a week, in dreams la.

Ok la i'll try to sleep later, good night and have a nice nightmare people. Wahaha~

=)

One fine day, went to a bestfriend's house and took few photos of this baby Naquib.

the best photo taken for the day =)

very the johnson & johnson advertisement

Once upon a time, there is a story of a bestfriend who brought his bestfriend to meet his another two bestfriends.

a reflector mirror is enough for posers, hahaha

blurness to da max!

accented green!

this photo is just so colorful, love it

they're siblings.

slurppp. sipping his so-called DRUG.

khusyuknya kami, apa bincang?

adeh, tembamnya my pipi. nooo!

@ bowling

oh? sorry we're c-c-c-crazyyyy.

candid itu Cute =p

It's been a while, i guess about 11 months that i never make new friends. Paranoid of losing those whom i love made me like that, rules of the world where everything is equal and well-balanced. You'll lose some when you gain some, i don't know what i'm crapping at 3am in the morning. Goodnight~

35 days, be strong!

I only left,

35 days

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840 hours

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50400 minutes

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3024000 seconds

The more digits seen the lesser we're afraid right? Actually all are the same, just different units used. Longer numbers, calmer feelings.

35 days, my bestest friend is flying off to further his studies in Aussie. It's for his own good, only if people could say their heart out surely they'll ask him not to leave. The same goes to me, how sad is that.

To write this, needed a hanky next to me. I was so touched after reading his, he lives in everyone you see.

What he did that he is 1 in a million bestfriend for me?

Being there for me every minute every second every detik pun i guess, during my ups and downs, crazy and silly, gaduh dan menangis, the most important KARAOKE and CAMWHORING!

24-7 standby woo, battery pun ada lifespan kan but not him.

Don't know what to say, just quickly go and come back home. Hey, how would i be alone without you? Look i'm answering, i'll be strong. Believe me =) I want to have my holiday spent there in May boleh? Clue to you before, that is why taknak pergi Japan.

There will always be only ONE AIMAN in the whole world, love you my dear bestfriend. Memories of us eventhough there are lots of them involved, well once in a while make it special~

first time i met him

genting trip

his open house

first year dental night dinner

on twin's birthday

his birthday celebration

hangout

faculty breakfasting

he never sees me in 'tudung'

he edited 

which paparazzi took this?

second year dental night dinner

karaoke

lunch at HELP

Whoa, quite a collection. Suddenly i terjumpa all this photos la, hahaha. Miss you! I might be there at the airport, Adrian will be accompanying me to be the driver. Take care always~

41 hours away from home

The last day of 2009 falls on a Thursday which i still have class until 5pm sharp, nobody have the mood to do anything that we did everything lazily and slowly. When the clock strikes 5pm everyone started chitchatting and buzzing around talking about where they will be for countdown, i had a last minute plan though.

I celebrated New Year's Eve at The Curve, with concerts and performances and also FIREWORKS (my favourite part). I was awake from 6am on that 31st of December 2009 until 1130am of 2nd January 2010 but was away from home 630am which i left house for class until 1130pm of New Year's Day only i'm back home, couldn't tell how much i was tired and whole body aching. This is my 1st celebration without my parents, did not go home either. It was a blast to start my new year that way, i like it!

clappers for cheer

full moon on a New Year

I spent quality times with Zahidah, all the updating about ourselves already completed. Now waiting for Capak's turn, such a busy man hari-hari pun ada hal. 

After class went to Za's room to freshen up, leave college to have dinner at Italiannies The Curve. Actually we wanted to enter the celebration in Laundry Bar but we thought of walking around the area first before coming back, but we had forgotten about it since both of us were so excited to be in the front row of the concert there. Asked people around, FAIZAL TAHIR will be performing! Apa lagi,for sure me the fanatic fan of him won't move from where we are.

Za usha-ing someone? haha

"Anybody knows him?", Za asked.

host of the night, Joey & Kylie

Black Mentor & Meet Uncle Hussein

Vic Teo

Jac

Faizal Tahir

The celebration was shown live in TV3 and 8TV, my parents were not home if i was to inform them to see me. Nevermind, they went dating under the fireworks in Shah Alam it seems. So cute! Good also that we're not together, i've always been the lamp post. Hahaha

So funny, every restaurant taking their chances to obtain maximum profits from the New Year event. Imagine, we only can eat for 1 hour which is called "the grace period". Smart them, that means more people can eat there.

Zahidah and me stood from 830pm to 1230am, with the wind blowing softly so it's not a bad night. The best part i don't sweat, good! No masam-masam, hahaha. Enjoying the whole concert, i'm with my Baby Darth capturing all the moments when the artists were on stage. I also recorded a video of the fireworks, too afraid to miss it that i did not stop the video to snap photos. Fireworks are just so precious to me, i'm willing to do anything to watch it the closer the better. I just love it!

I caught FAIZAL TAHIR'S WRISTBAND when he threw it, was shocked actually. I shivered in disbelief, wondering am i that lucky? Fuuh, a few people around me asked me to open my bag if the band accidentally get into my bag. Dream it, gila apa? 

his wristband, what am i going to do with it now?

After that we went to Rasta, one of Za's friend joined us there for supper. So packed, lucky me that we get a place to sit. Talking and talking, sending forwarded messages to wish Happy New Year, eating, looking around for someone i may know, brain thinking on who to disturb at 3am in the morning. I decided to call Feeq since he always finishes his work about this time, again lucky me he doesn't mind coming to Damansara to join us lepak. 

From Rasta, we drove to Pizza Hut Taman Tun waiting for him to go to Kota Damansara. All 4 of us had a drink in mamak, 530am all surrender and we went back. I had my night in UM after so long, it has been 2 years that i never stayed in a hostel.

The next day i woke up at about 12pm, waiting for Za to be awake. She woke up at 2pm, i'm already hungry. We wanted steamboat but all avaible only at dinner time, so planned to go Souled Out. Unfortunately it's closed and will open only at 6pm, drove around Mont Kiara finding any non-rice lunch. Nothing nice, we went to Hartamas Shopping Centre. Both of us were attracted with this pizza place named "Sure Pizza", something different. The cook is an Italian, he cook every dish himself just with some helpers. To our wonders, why isn't there any Malaysian entering. We saw only Italians, is there Italian community in Hartamas? Walking in the mall, first time being there. I saw Paris Hilton and J.Lo handbagsss~ Seriously pretty, how to persuade dad? Put on my thinking cap, ideas pleasie.

decoration @ Hartamas Shopping Centre

Sure Pizza

the Italian cook

Calzone

Bruchetta

Za had something on at her granny's house that is why we can't stay long, i sent her back to UM before her parents picked her. My Omnia was out of battery, i went to The Gardens earlier to charge my phone at Samsung Centre. While waiting for it to be charged, jalan-jalan dalam Isetan and surveying some lappy. Hehe

The Gardens from 3rd floor

About 1 hour later went to take my Omnia back and then to GSC Signature to kacau Feeq, hehe. We sat at Caro Cafe inside GSC, updating about each other and window shopping finding for a blue kemeja for himself before having late dinner at Delicious. Big portion, slowly we finished it. He intended to buy a DSLR too, best la ada gang baru to photoshoot. Testing-testing Baby Darth, seronok pula dia. Snap here snap there, he is talented quick learner.

1, 2, 6 are my favourite numbers coincidently

lights @ Delicious

he always say he doesn't have enough photo

reflection of the mirror @ Seed

Dah makan, 1030pm all shops closed. Tak kisah, photo-photo juga. Here and there, all reflective items we tried to capture. I left Mid Valley at 11pm, it was raining so have to drive slow. When i reached home konon nak online lagi, baru log in dah pengsan. Haha, that's all folks!

Today is a lazy day, bangun pagi to makan then sleep again. Woke up in the evening to eat and sleep again, lastly woke up yang i didn't sleep back at 6pm. Everybody is just so lazy, Mom, Dad and me had Maggi for dinner due to the lazyness to go out or even cook. All of us were just too tired of enjoying, surrender~