Clingyness

5 Signs You're Clingy: 

1. You always call him or her first - and you call all the time. 


2. You have no life of your own. 


3. You're constantly worried about getting dumped. 


4. You're willing to be bored out of your mind just to spend time with them. 


5. You're not happy on the inside.

The question is, i better not be like this right? Hahaha

* taken from Acaf's status, it catches my view.

Life is a Fairytale

How i wish i was a princess, wishing for everything and i could get it. Especially asking for people to be free, away from busyness of work and jobs. Haha, too much to ask for i know. Well i'm happy with what i have now, people around me. I really felt like olden days, memories oh memories i'm so loving it!


Three more weeks to my finals, starting to study tomorrow. Curfew kah? Naah, a little bit it's ok since only sitting for few papers. Ain't sure 3 or 4, but i can do it Insyallah! Pray for me also ok people, wish the best for me. *wink wink*


Mom came back from umrah last Thursday, she changed alot. I'm the one affected badly, AGAIN! Sigh, fine am i fated to get hurt for something that is not related to me? Nevermind, i'll change her to be normal again. Now she's an alien, hahaha. Sorry mama :p


The best part happening, Feeq is back! Karaoke, dinner, meeting often back. I guess that's good, suka lah. Nanti karaoke lagi, yay! Then ada this one far bestfriend, becoming more handsome since rambut dia dengar cakap. Cannot wait for u to come home, i want to mess up your hair tau Aiman. Ngeh ngeh :)


Classes are ok, had fun usha sini usha sana with my guardian angel Yetching. Another story about cicak, HAHAHA. This noisy cicak Fathur, kept calling me lipas. Haish, call la butterfly ke apa ke that is cuter. He's been with me and my guardian angel recently, be my patient too. He has a pair of sugar glider, geli at first but then it became manja with me sleeping in my hand. Sooo cute! I'll take my photos with the sugar glider soon, it's in his iPhone.


Today my cats are coming home from boarding, need to shower them. Thought of going to erm, where to go eh? Parents sending granny to her brother's house in Keramat, malasnya to follow. Who can i kacau? Erm, Feeq lah kot. Haha, jom late lunch together!


Oh ya, forgot to tell about my soon to launch online shop. Hehe, surprised right? Who said baby cannot do work, see i'll be working from home. Perasan gila, hahaha. I'll be opening a HerKelip shop, all flower based especially roses. Wait for it yea, opening soon!

Dear blog

Dear blog, sorry for being away for 11 days without any news. Too many things happening, I'M SICK! I've been vomiting earlier today so i came home right after the first hour of class, dad's coming home late so my sister is on the way home to bring me to the clinic. FEVER also!

How i wish i could skip my dental night dinner, everything about it had been so hectic. I'm so stressed up, i skipped class like nobody's business few days in a row. 

Mind Setting.


It's a dangerous feeling, although i know i've planned not to go for class today since last week. And it really happened, i did not go for class unintendedly. I wanted to go for the Hot Air Balloon in Putrajaya, badly i love that. Unfortunately i didn't get to see it, no more chance tomorrow or Saturday. Sigh~

Slow down please, i can't even follow my own life. I want everything to be back to normal, like things used to be. How sweet is that, am i right? Wink wink, i can make change everything. Watch it!

Adios amigos~

Patches of Incompleteness.

Somehow somewhat somewhere something is not right, it just keep happening over and over again. Gosh i've became so dull and gray, empty without cheerful laughters as before. I wish for happiness to come and bind with me, wiping off my tears away and carve a smile on my face. Make me feel complete!

How i want to deactivate every single mode of communication that are available badly right now, as though i never exist. Doesn't it sound fun? I know it's a little emotional over here, i'm feeling insecure lately i wonder why.

I don't need anybody! I don't wish to talk to anyone! I hate ignorance! I hate distance! 

-THE END-

Whatever...

I love numbers YET i hate it so much when it comes to countdown, especially for days someone is going to be far. Counting down for the days to come will be fast but counting up for it to end is super duper slow!

 .. Tik .. Tok .. Tik .. Tok ..

I've forgotten about mama going to umrah, suddenly this matter clicked into my head and OMG 10 days more before mama fly and i'm not ready to stay with baby sitter. Dah la i can't come back late because she will be alone, padahal tiba-tiba rasa like an adult first time holding my own house key. Haha

No daily mama's cooking

No hearing mama's voice scolding

No listening to mama's joke

No watching hindustan together and gossip about handsome heroes acting

No eating malay food outside which dad doesn't like

ALL FOR TWO WEEKS? I can't leave without you mama,i so hate kena babysit lagi at the age of 21. It's seriously will be a long stretch for me since i've never been far from her, i went for holidays but she's at home i don't mind but not VICE VERSA. It is so no correct!

There is so many people around me YET i feel so lonely. How come? I should feel full, packed and filled. I ain't feeling that though.

Aiman, i can't live without you. I'm so hating you for being far, i hate being independent alone. You know how i hate it so much, you know it. I have stories to tell, will update you right after writing this blog.

Another person who completes me, so cold all of a sudden? I promise i won't go although my heart rebels for it and i've been waiting for that day, i know you're protective and i appreciate it. Feeq, talk to me please. 

A cute guardian angel, taking care of me at university. I'm so lucky to meet her, how on earth among millions of people i always be the lucky one. Alhamdulillah syukur! Yetching always know how to save me on critical conditions, sometimes her boyfriend also have to get involved saving me. What a troublesome girl i am, right? She planned of going to Bukit Tinggi for sightseeing, she asked Feeq to come along. So 4 of us lah, sounds fun. I've never been there, jom jom~

Hey my 3 besties for life, when is our plan to Look Out Point for sunset view? I need photoshoots, my hands are itchy to put Baby Darth on a task. Hehe