How i wish i could...

I normally will be a hardthinker whenever i'm alone, or when i don't have anything to do. That's the time all sorts of stuff came into mind.

Lately i was so busy with classes, & cos of it i lepak2 less with my besties. What to do, it's my future. How i wish i have more time, like 36 hours per day? Haha =p

How i wish i could :

- meet my besties more often, lepak2 chitchat2 & gelak2 sampai lebam. Unfortunately i don't have time, not them

- karaokeee! Need it badly, almost 2 months i haven't do this stress-releasing activity

- find a clingy partner maybe? Nah, just kidding. I just wish for my friends not to be super stressed up, if not i'll feel empty cos they will need some time alone. It worries me u know

Nothing else i think, so far this is the only things i remember. I wish to see them A.S.A.P. !!

my favourite AIMAN & HANIS

cool buddy ADRIAN

besties KHAI LI, FURZANNE & ERINA

cheerful SADRU & ZA

the photographer AYLEVE & JOEY

Actually my life is basically filled with them and few others without photos, too shy to be in front of the camera. Sorry to Capak! Tu la selalu taknak photo see what happened now, hahaha. Not to forget to those who come & go in my life, i do appreciate u people. Remember all my important friends, u are so important to me. Love all of u. Peace~

Sleeping to dream

2 nights berturut-turut i dreamt of weird things, memang weird la & it is so out of reality. Maybe it's true what mama said, too creative mind initiates unexpected thoughts. Imagine how on earth i can ever dream that i'm adopted. Sheesh! Nonsense! But i did dreamt about it.

It goes like this, konon la i'm studying overbroad. I came back for my sister's wedding, i felt weird cos the house is kinda renovated but i cnt figure it out yet which part of the house is different from the last time i seen it before i left home for further studies. Lastly i noticed, MY ROOM IS GONE! My room was next to my sister's, the wall between our room da pecah so her wedding room was super big! When i asked my family on the wedding day, they kept avoiding & asked me to do this la that la macam2 la. Then baru dad told yea they need bigger room space since my sis wanted Japanese wedding room theme, my room will be made new somewhere around the house. UNDECIDED YET! How sad =( I cried, cnt stop crying no matter who pujuk i just can't. Rumours saying "Kenapa mak & ayah pecah bilik die utk kakak die?" then some answers in the middle of the house "sebab die anak angkat jd kene penting anak betol.." Sedih kot, eventho it's just a dream but i cried for real. I wonder how if it's real, fortunately it won't be real & never will happen cos my sis is married 7 yrs ago. Hehe *relieved*

There's another, the dream was blur but i catch 1 question from it. "Who is ur the MOST in life?" I couldn't answer, everybody that i know surely have some lack here & there. Simple words, not yet met any person 101% same thoughts with me. If i want i should have a clone of me i guess, hahaha. Neway even if u ask for real, i still don't know how to answer. I mean who to answer, so i'll give artist answer. "No comment!" Let the question alone la, malas fikir.

What i wana dream tonight pulak? Let's wish, hehe =p See ya!

Memories memories memories

Let me tell u, i just need to blog it. I want to remember it well, the day full of fun & jokes. Haha, u'll never imagine that i laughed till i cry. My friend laughed till her make-up cair tau, gile la.

my friend, the model

The jokes & tragedies are as below :

 

- try imagine when the song entitled "Camelia" sang by Irwansyah being change to "Sape'ah". I wonder who will hear it, guess what surely someone or somewhere in the kampung area with that name will be so proud. They might wana download it to give to family members  saying Irwansyah sang a song by their name, i can't forget the joke la.

- we have no spot for bridal photoshoot, suddenly on a padang in Sentul there is full of lembus. The photographer why not we shoot there, an awesome shot when the bride is being chased by the cows. We laughed like mad, seriously so so so many cows.

- in KLpac, got few nice photos. It is so nice in there, very calming. Full with trees, hey friends come go lepak there & have some chit chat. Waaa, Joe the photographer vomit blood! Qimm the model & me got a shocked, omg never seen people sick till like that. Neway he was better at the end of the session, fuuh. I think he is so stressed up with assignments, to my friends outside there please please please do not stress yourself so much. I can't see u guys in pain, i'll feel sad.

- another tragedy was all of us being chased by DOGS!! All of us shouted, KLpac bodoh la private land konon so no photography allowed. We went outside the kawasan, still the guard shouted so the dogs came after us. Why is  Sentul full with anjings & lembus? 

Quite fun, tiring of course since it was the 1st day of puasa. Overall very fun, i took photos. Not so pro yet, still in the brushing up process. Relax la, more photoshoot session to come. Haha, reached home sharp during buka puasa time. 

them, unfortunately we forget to take photos together

Wish to see my artwork? I uploaded my best & favourite shot, visit my gallery.

http://www.flickr.com/hamizahjasmine

The world thru my eyes

Yesterday, went to KLCC with a photographer friend Ayleve. He thought me how to use my new DSLR camera, the 1st thing in my head was "hampeh! hampeh! hampeh!". I know nothing about it, eventho i've read the manual. It's ok, laugh la as much as u like. Zzz~

not bad i think, eventho boring angle

After the tips, i took nice photos after that. Experiment of the day, my cat Thomas became the victim. Hehe.

Thomas, my fav cat

Ok, so next i know who to call to be my so-called model so that i can learn. Beware to those who are pretty & handsome, u might be my experiment soon. Haha *wink*

Before i forgotten, i came across to a quote. I find it so touching, i wonder if there is any person in this world will accept u the way u 100% in & out. Take a moment & think, adios!

"Find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that see at your ugliest & heart that will love you at your worst. Then you have found TRUE LOVE."

MTV worldstage

tickets "RED" zone

Guess what, 1st time for me to see international bands & singers in a row. Never expect it pun, didn't have tickets at 1st. Maybe God hear my prayers, a friend gave me 2 free tikets. Thank u Aisyah Radzi, love u byk2! Hehe.

precaution of H1N1, please wear ur mask!

Sadru & me planned to stay for Hoobastank & All American Rejects, but end up we stayed for the whole event. Seriously it was sooo worth it, almost cried when i saw Hoobastank on stage. As usual, surely got teased by a friend who i went with. Supposedly Aime & Ida joined, but some technical error happened so only both of us.

so handsome, so so so adorable!

It was raining, my friend was so worried that i get wet. Asked me few time if i bring my sweater, i bawa la. Don't la so worry! We entered quite late, missed to see Boys like Girls. Nvm, the important ones we get to see.

look how energetic, he's hanging on the spot light

Overall, i enjoyed the night. We sing, we dance, we sweat. After the event we felt like we had no legs. I think there will never be a 2nd time event like this, hopefully this was not the 1st & the last la.

I'd do anything for a smile =)

This few days was quite unpleasant, i wonder why too but mayb it started with me. I'm not feeling well so i tend to be a lil more sensitive than usual, get mad twice at ppl sudeh. So sorry don't mean it actually, smile =)

Now i would do anything to make a friend of mine to smile, eventho it's the nature to be super quiet but i've known the other side of him. He wants to talk, he is cheerful too! In fact he doesn't look that way on the outside, see now the quotes "Don't judge a book by it's cover" implemented. I know something had happened but i don't know what is it, nvm the time will come when all will be spoken out. Just to tell, i'm here anytime u need me ok!

I love seeing a smile on my friends face, those make me feel calm. I smile 'cos they smiled =) Love all of u!

Another trouble, wish to go for MTV World Stage so badly. It will be held at Sunway Lagoon, don't be surprised i obtained permission from Mama ok no joke! Got offer by a friend only $20 as her fuel money taking the tix, not the money that matter but i will have 2 tix so who will be the another person accompanying me? Think think think~

1st brainstorm --> intro

Hey hey everyone out there, i am just starting to blog here and make it officialise. I'm an old blogger somewhere else but now i want to make here as my place to state my thoughts, not to exaggerate but i'm kind of a forgetful person. It's good for me to refresh what i've thinked or anything that had happened in my life, personal purpose can be said. Haha, don't laugh but it's real. So i'm Hamizah Ghazali, as the intro let my thought be revealed in here where the magic begins! Be updated with my happening upcoming stories.

fresh mind like the flowers are awesome!