Yayness today is my last day of working for the week, I am so looking forward for tomorrow. Hopefully I will get a good news from Mummy's decision, I really hope to celebrate it with you and Daddy. Today had been enthusiastic where I do my job happily. Today is an outpatient day as usual so many patients and it seems today is extra than normal range which is 106 patients.
I feel awkward driving again after 3 weeks being car-less. I met with an accident 3 weeks ago and my car was badly damaged. A little phobic too, seriously phobia. I felt like everyone wants to come and kiss my car on the road hahaha to that extend. I shall stop here and let you have some suspense to be updated with my weekend stories. I am excited too, daa~
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Countdown!
In a few days time I'll grow a year older that is being 24 years old. OMG I feel old for God sake! Sheesh! Anyway I am excited looking forward to the day as I'll be celebrating my birthday in Hard Rock Hotel Penang. An awesomely favourite place of mine.
My birthday had been falling during the study week for 4 years when I was studying but it happened that our semester was postponed for my final year and there is where I started to celebrate my birthday outside Selangor. Last year was in Pulau Langkawi and this year in Pulau Pinang, next year to which island? Any idea? Hehe =)
Actually I planned to celebrate it with my parents but I don't know what is the outcome as Mummy will be having her hospital appointment on that day. I wish they can make it, I really want my best day to be with them. But she told me to carry on with the plans although if she cannot go. Sobs~
I already have my back up plan and my friends from Penang will be spending time with me if Mummy and Daddy is not going. Oh ya I have another surprise, wait until the moment on the 2nd of February at 00.00am only I will reveal a surprise. Roger and out!
Memories from my visit to the Hard Rock Hotel Penang last month!
My birthday had been falling during the study week for 4 years when I was studying but it happened that our semester was postponed for my final year and there is where I started to celebrate my birthday outside Selangor. Last year was in Pulau Langkawi and this year in Pulau Pinang, next year to which island? Any idea? Hehe =)
Actually I planned to celebrate it with my parents but I don't know what is the outcome as Mummy will be having her hospital appointment on that day. I wish they can make it, I really want my best day to be with them. But she told me to carry on with the plans although if she cannot go. Sobs~
I already have my back up plan and my friends from Penang will be spending time with me if Mummy and Daddy is not going. Oh ya I have another surprise, wait until the moment on the 2nd of February at 00.00am only I will reveal a surprise. Roger and out!
Memories from my visit to the Hard Rock Hotel Penang last month!
The entrance lights
Breakfast
Pillow!
At the balcony
Swimming pool
Penang bridge
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
09.12.2012
On this special day I got a new nephew. My sister in law gave birth to a baby boy and the given name is Adam Dzulqarnain. I like unique names although I don't have one. The latest photo of him, 1 month old :)
The smiling me =D
Saturday, January 26, 2013
Environment & Society
Today my schedule was to see refer cases from the Pediatrics, unfortunately today too my assistant is on leave and I assisted myself. Beyond my expectations, so many cases refered. Anyway lets not talk about this as this is my job and I am happy with it :)
An incident happened where a small girl need some sort of treatment, I was walking from my room to the registration counter so I passed this walkway where patients wait for their turn in front of the room where their number is being called. A mother practically pulled her child's hair outside the consultation room just because her child was afraid and cried. Shameful!
Not everyone appreciate what they have appropriately, it is a norm to realize when things are way too late or gone. I had experienced it too but I could not regret as I was at fault. I wish I can turn back the time and not do what I had done. It's ok this is a part of the lessons in life. Happy Sunday!
An incident happened where a small girl need some sort of treatment, I was walking from my room to the registration counter so I passed this walkway where patients wait for their turn in front of the room where their number is being called. A mother practically pulled her child's hair outside the consultation room just because her child was afraid and cried. Shameful!
Not everyone appreciate what they have appropriately, it is a norm to realize when things are way too late or gone. I had experienced it too but I could not regret as I was at fault. I wish I can turn back the time and not do what I had done. It's ok this is a part of the lessons in life. Happy Sunday!
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Modest
Changing into a better person in life
Never story about yourself to others unless necessary
Don't boast around on what you have
Keeping any matters to ownself
Hold on to own principles
Appreciate true hearted people
Life is as easy as ABC when you are not a hardthinker :)
Never story about yourself to others unless necessary
Don't boast around on what you have
Keeping any matters to ownself
Hold on to own principles
Appreciate true hearted people
Life is as easy as ABC when you are not a hardthinker :)
Life within the comfort zone
I am a spoilt brat and the most lovable in the family, Daddy's favourite but unfortunately not Mummy's. I am brought up in a family that is kind of perfect and I am grateful, Alhamdulillah. To some people this is a good fate and luck, to some people this creates envy and to some people it made them competitive. I am blessed with what I have, had and will have Insya Allah.
From young I got everything that I wanted, even until today. Yes people do say all this is because I still have Mummy and Daddy, so what? Does this mean I cannot get it if I struggle and strive to get it by myself? I don't know what are people thinking, want to say that I am taking advantage of my own parents? Any parents in this world will want to fulfill their children's wish and dream as much as they can! Only the differences are the capability, no offence.
Whatever it is, now I am trying to understand about life. Those days weren't life, they were introduction especially during the study days. The real life begins when you start working where you cannot control anybody, yes I admit I feel pissed when I cannot make 100 percent as what I want. At least I tried to make it 70 percent at least?
Before this, I always have the belief that I do not want to be a doctor because in movies that I watched there will surely be a storyline where a family who have a doctor will have another family member suffering from cancer. Disappointingly it happened in real life, I hate the rules so much! Is it a rule or fate as such? I would rather work as an average worker but everything else is just nice and smooth, what is the purpose being high level but then my heart ain't that calm.
Mummy was diagnosed having cancer in November 2012, undergone surgery the month after. But the side effect was much beyond the extend, I was speechless seriously. It's ok I'm glad now that I finished studying and have the strength to help Mummy in whichever aspect. Mummy, please be strong. I know you are strong, be strong like you always scolded me. I willing to be scolded if by scloding me can make you be strong, I don't mind.
"Ya Allah, sembuhkan Mama dan panjangkan umur Mama. Berikanlah Mama kesempatan untuk melihat anak bongsunya kahwin dan mempunyai cucu, berjaya dalam kerjayanya dan sambung belajar. Aamin"
I would say all this while until the day I started working, I never knew the meaning of life. I used to control everything, I always think I have the power to make people bow to me, I was a bad person before. Now I wanted to change by being a good and a bigger person in life, I can do it! If there is nobody with me, I know Allah is always with me no matter what. Best friends might come and go as well, not to mention if just friends especially friends for benefits. They are the first to leave you when you are down.
Kenapa emo masa lunch time hari ni? Haha :) Someone teached me to be humble, an average person who has a big heart. I learnt alot from this particular person, about Mummy. This person always support me whenever I feel I reached the limit and I can't go further but his words really make me still standing although I think I can't, he believed in me. Please don't let me go, I want you to be with me all the time.
"Mucuk, jangan mengalah. Mama u perlukan u. I ada sini bersama macam Nobita yang sentiasa bersama Doraemon."
His experiences were worst than me so he knew how I felt, a part of it. God sends messengers to help His people when they are in trouble, to guide and not make them fall. I found one, thank you Allah. Now I will keep on living with good values in life, trying to improve day by day and be a proper Muslim one day Insya Allah. I will try!
From young I got everything that I wanted, even until today. Yes people do say all this is because I still have Mummy and Daddy, so what? Does this mean I cannot get it if I struggle and strive to get it by myself? I don't know what are people thinking, want to say that I am taking advantage of my own parents? Any parents in this world will want to fulfill their children's wish and dream as much as they can! Only the differences are the capability, no offence.
Whatever it is, now I am trying to understand about life. Those days weren't life, they were introduction especially during the study days. The real life begins when you start working where you cannot control anybody, yes I admit I feel pissed when I cannot make 100 percent as what I want. At least I tried to make it 70 percent at least?
Before this, I always have the belief that I do not want to be a doctor because in movies that I watched there will surely be a storyline where a family who have a doctor will have another family member suffering from cancer. Disappointingly it happened in real life, I hate the rules so much! Is it a rule or fate as such? I would rather work as an average worker but everything else is just nice and smooth, what is the purpose being high level but then my heart ain't that calm.
Mummy was diagnosed having cancer in November 2012, undergone surgery the month after. But the side effect was much beyond the extend, I was speechless seriously. It's ok I'm glad now that I finished studying and have the strength to help Mummy in whichever aspect. Mummy, please be strong. I know you are strong, be strong like you always scolded me. I willing to be scolded if by scloding me can make you be strong, I don't mind.
"Ya Allah, sembuhkan Mama dan panjangkan umur Mama. Berikanlah Mama kesempatan untuk melihat anak bongsunya kahwin dan mempunyai cucu, berjaya dalam kerjayanya dan sambung belajar. Aamin"
I would say all this while until the day I started working, I never knew the meaning of life. I used to control everything, I always think I have the power to make people bow to me, I was a bad person before. Now I wanted to change by being a good and a bigger person in life, I can do it! If there is nobody with me, I know Allah is always with me no matter what. Best friends might come and go as well, not to mention if just friends especially friends for benefits. They are the first to leave you when you are down.
Kenapa emo masa lunch time hari ni? Haha :) Someone teached me to be humble, an average person who has a big heart. I learnt alot from this particular person, about Mummy. This person always support me whenever I feel I reached the limit and I can't go further but his words really make me still standing although I think I can't, he believed in me. Please don't let me go, I want you to be with me all the time.
"Mucuk, jangan mengalah. Mama u perlukan u. I ada sini bersama macam Nobita yang sentiasa bersama Doraemon."
His experiences were worst than me so he knew how I felt, a part of it. God sends messengers to help His people when they are in trouble, to guide and not make them fall. I found one, thank you Allah. Now I will keep on living with good values in life, trying to improve day by day and be a proper Muslim one day Insya Allah. I will try!
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Pre Pub Hol
Today, the 23rd of January that is a Wednesday before a public holiday of Prophet's birthday tomorrow on a Thursday and the laziest mood to work on Friday with additional holiday on Monday due to Thaipusam carry forward.
Too free, too bored, too empty, too cold, too lazy, too naughty, too happy and too etc etc. Patients who came is much lesser than those who missed the appointments. The internet here cannot open any social website except for before 8am, lunch time 1-2pm and after 5pm. The speed, to load a page you can go to the pantry and make a Milo then come back. I think only three quater loading done, slower than a tortoise.
I wonder why Blogspot isn't blocked? Not a social website? At least there is a source of entertainment for me when boredom strikes haha :) Normally I will go home during lunch hour to have meals at home but since I met with an accident on the 11th of January, I feel like I am leg-less to go out from the clinic so for this 2 weeks and still counting I had lunch, having and will have lunch in the clinic until the day I got my car ready from the workshop.
Anyways, there will be a huge surprise from every aspect of my lfie. Just wait till next week, the secret will be revealed. Tadaa~
Too free, too bored, too empty, too cold, too lazy, too naughty, too happy and too etc etc. Patients who came is much lesser than those who missed the appointments. The internet here cannot open any social website except for before 8am, lunch time 1-2pm and after 5pm. The speed, to load a page you can go to the pantry and make a Milo then come back. I think only three quater loading done, slower than a tortoise.
I wonder why Blogspot isn't blocked? Not a social website? At least there is a source of entertainment for me when boredom strikes haha :) Normally I will go home during lunch hour to have meals at home but since I met with an accident on the 11th of January, I feel like I am leg-less to go out from the clinic so for this 2 weeks and still counting I had lunch, having and will have lunch in the clinic until the day I got my car ready from the workshop.
Anyways, there will be a huge surprise from every aspect of my lfie. Just wait till next week, the secret will be revealed. Tadaa~
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
Attitude - Life - Rules
"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same."
Sometimes doing what is hardest for you to do, and doing what is best, is the same exact thing. If we ever desire to live a righteous life, we have to be willing to sometimes not speak our mind when we know we can prove a point. It may mean saying goodbye to a person in your life that you never thought you would have to be without. Doing the right thing may mean that you have to go against the majority or popular opinion to stand up for what you feel in your heart you should stand up for.
Doing the easiest thing is not always what will be most beneficial to you. Many times we have to challenge our beliefs, our practices, and ourselves to see how we can really grow. So make the extra effort, and ask yourself about the situations that you encounter daily, in a new focus. Don't look to do only what is easiest for yourself; focus on doing what is right.
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Working Life
The transition between study life and working life is a major turning point, this is when you cannot be childish or playful that much as before. Everything need some seriousness, I kind of stressed up with this situation but the I have to get used to it. Imagine will be working until I am 60 years old (ikut umur pencen la ni), 37 years of experience will be gained. Banyak kan?
I remembered a dialog with my Senior Dental Officer (SDO) on the day i lapor diri.
SDO: *... bla bla bla (all about the working terms and condition etc.) bla bla bla...* Ni kamu pencen umur 60 ye, kene kerja elok-elok tau.
Me: Doktor, saya start kerja muda setahun dari orang lain boleh tak kalau saya dapat pencen setahun lebih awal?
SDO: Apa salahnya buat pahala lebih setahun dari orang lain :)
Me: =.=' *sweat*
Before working, there's a course called Induksi need to be attend. I would say this is a brainwash for the gradutes about government such as whatever you do please get the appropriate pay or leave replacement or whatsoever-called. Good though, I see the logic there. We pay a lot of tax so why not get back what's given when you already served the country, right?
Back to the story, I attended the Induksi held at City Villa Hotel at the Chowkitt area. Of all places why there? Okay, nak merayap pun takut sebab sebelah dengan Lorong Haji Taib. Four days and three nights there, an awesome experience. I love it, get to know lots of new friends.
Officially started working on the 12th of November 2012 and I would remember it for the lifetime, I will. Lucky me that I got posted all around my house. I am super duper lucky, anyways I will take this advantage to repay my parents with good deed and taking care of them. They are my life, love them to bits. I think I will stop here, wait for my next post about left out posts for Memoirs of 2012. Keep waiting!
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