Disasterous November

Speechless on how to start, just can sigh for the moment. While lying on bed due to tiredness after a long week, relaxing before taking my bath so thought to express out some stories before i fall asleep in a blink of an eye again. Haha

Enough with "From Suxturday (Saturday) to Moarnday (Monday)", now the continuation of the story.  From Tuttday (Tuesday) to F***day (Friday), sigh.

Eventhough i gained my mood after having sweet desert lunch on Monday, the level of my mood drop to the most bottom of the graph that made me skipped class on that day. Imagine, normal class 8am to 5pm with replacement class from 5 to 7pm, so total of 10 hours of class after deducting the break time for 1 hour. Terrible huh? Yea, admitted that i don't feel silly on that day but i do feel it after that. Mom did not say anything, she just said up to me but not to forget she teased and laughed at me for being so dumb. Wasted my sleeping time, woke up so early but did not go to class. Memang dumb pun, but i can't sleep back not that i don't want. Apedaa~

The next day went to class, many colleagues asking what happened to me. Anything bad happened or am i sick or someone did something, non of the above. No worries, tiba-tiba rasa disayangi. Not bad, people remembers me jugak. Good!

Yesterday i laughed a lot, the most random-est friend came for treatment. What he talks will make people laugh, actually he is Adrian's friend. Dah la came late, can joke around with the lady at the registration counter pulak. I was so worried because my session was going to end soon, ok at last we went to the clinic. He started usha here usha there while on the dental chair, i think most guys do that at crowded places. Correct? Only observant people will notice, luckily managed to complete scaling anyhow. There's also 1 colleague who hardly compliment others, first person to get compliment is me for doing scaling in short time. Yayyy~

Last day of the week is today, was so happy in the morning after managed to see a patient wore the denture i made without any complication. She can speak well, pronounce words properly, nice shape and most important the new denture made her look younger. As usual, we will have 3 hours lunch break so went Wendy's at Jaya One. Best la, after so long didn't go.

Guess what, i thought the least i mix around with my coursemates i can prevent from unsatisfactory matter or maybe fight. I think i'm already in my silence-est mode there doing my own work and so on but still ada orang tak puas hati la, anyway now we're too busy to even chat because too many things to handle. For your information i hate going for meetings especially those unnecessary ones, lagi-lagi when someone who i lost respect organized the meeting. I never attended any meeting but once walked off when the meeting was going to start, never know news spread to the whole batch saying i didn't do work and don't know any updates. I'm in biro tajaan, my ketua knows that i can't stay longer that 5pm later i'll be stuck in jam to get home. Few people backed me up telling i did all my jobs on time, helped to give creative ideas to collect fund faster. Hear this very specific line, "Aku boleh terima lagi kalau orang datang meeting tapi tak buat kerja, aku paling tak bole terima bila Hamizah tak pernah datang meeting walaupun dia buat kerja." What would you say? My expression was like "What the heck? Bodoh amat la.", this was what the person i lost respect said. Judge it!

Nak jadi cerita this thing had made me being worried for almost a week after knowing, my granny's nephew is getting married end of this month and the bride is a Johorian. Terkejut beruk kot when i get to know that the bride's father's name is same with my ex's dad's name, there goes to the kawasan in Johor. I wonder if the bride is his sister, i'll be totally mati katak la like this. My parents intended to go Johor, maybe la. How i wish i could escape, going to Singapore for few days and back to KL just to transit before going Bandung? Think think, my brain is not working. I'm afraid to see the wedding invitation card, memang pengsan if it's real. Hadoi, macam-macam ada.

Time is showing 10.01 pm, quite sleepy though. Too tired to think about all this, will start focusing on my coming exam that is on the 16th. Study week starting tomorrow, it's time to study. Wish me luck yea, sorry for everything and take care. Muaxx!