Having Alot of People & Plays Yours = HAPPY

Yesterday had makan-makan at my house, since Adrian said he wanted to come over to beraya. Ok fine, told mom & she said why not call a few more so that worth cooking many dishes. Called my 3 besties as usual who will not be missed in any event at my house, few others who said want to come my house before. 

Supposedly i told makan-makan starts after 2pm, guess what Adrian came at 1230 pm calling me saying he's near my area. I was shocked, i just took my shower & ain't ready at all. Cepat-cepat siap, tak sempat even comb my hair. Haha, nasib la. Luckily mom asked me to take my shower at 12pm, if not i was budget-ing to take my shower at 1pm. I wore a yellow baju kurung, the only left new baju kurung. Actually i was hoping he wears a YELLOW shirt too, he didn't but it's ok.

Menu for the day : wait for the photos from Fuzzy's alpha

mee bodo

nasi tomato

dalca

ayam masak merah

kambing pedas

hati ayam kicap

rojak buah

salad

I made the easiest kuah rojak myself, injured my hands also. MELECUR kot! Painful, ice-ing my hand all night long. Wuuu~ 

Adrian came with a friend, Hud kot his name. I don't knowla, forgotten eventhough i've met him few times. Sorry bro! This was his official visit to my house, previously he came but nobody was at home. They stayed quite long, we talked & laughed of some random jokes. I tell u his friend is so soo sooo spontaneous, you'll never imagine. He can even talk to my mom like he had known for so long, this is what happen when a peramah meets another peramah too. To some extend, Adrian is so shy tak tentu arah that he is so not him. Apa lagi i tak tahan to gelak all the time seeing him, sangat tak boleh blah. Shy la, shy shy cat. Not to forget, his hair is so orange now! Haha =p

rambut mahal dia

Then my coursemates came, didn't take photos. Haih, they can't be long so we chatted only & i totally forget about taking photos together. Nevermind, see you people tomorrow in class ok!

Madness starts when my 3 besties came, they came so polite at first. Had a meal, fuel themselves up before getting crazy. After that starts all the craziness, for almost 6 hours we laughed. We played a game in my room, be a make up artist & making a person as ugly as possible. I think Erina should win it, judge them for yourself la. Then ada pula being-dead pose la, macam-macam la. Aahhh, my fake eyelashes became a victim also. Laugh laugh laugh, lenguh already that nak ending i cannot smile anymore. Gila la, very lenguhhh tau! Ohh, my photos is in Fuzzy's alpha. All of this photos were taken by my Baby Darth, wait for mine. Hahaha

Furzanne, some warrior

Erina, winner of the day

supposed to make her ugly, became pretty Khaili

dead-look women

I miss those who did not turn up, there will be other times i'll be meeting up with you people. Aiman doesn't really know the way to my house, meet up soon ok. Syamimi & Qimm were busy because they are flying to India & Indonesia today. Wish both of you good luck in your studies ok!

Today is my last day of holidays, so sad. I don't even feel like going out, just want to be at home. Tomorrow classes & clinics starting, hadoi so lazy. All my busyness starting already, there will be less meeting friends, less laughing, less in everything that is positive. Chill Hamizah, everything will be ok. Right?

Why why..WHY la!!

Not a good start for the day, i've think too much. Skipped ward round session, too tired. Today too i felt like i can't find anybody who is there on the spot, i tried but failed. So difficult, like playing maze in finding each & every person. Better talk here, right?

Imagine, how if your dad is in coma state potentially paralyze placed in ICU & you're far in campus. Can you focus in what you're doing? i can't, thinking about it making me lifeless how to imagine i'm in that situation. I pity my clinic partner, he's strong. He doesn't tear, salute him. I pray for the best, God bless him & family. I don't know what to talk, but i want to talk. The whole thing just catch me, make me realize that we can never predict what's coming up tomorrow.

Need a switch, want to "off" my mind for the moment. Sometimes not everything that were being asked "WHY" can be answered, sometimes it's just answer-less. No matter how you search for it, why is that?

Actually i longed to write phrases of lyrics from my favourite songs in here, don't feel like doing it now. Shall postpone it to another time, ok it's gaming time & off to bed i will be. Good night!

When is the day?

Earlier today, went for Raya shopping. Arghh, I DUNNO WHAT TO BUY! Anyway i'm already run from my budget, calculation became haywire. Haha, it's fun though spending time with mama & baba. Hey hey, i miss last Thurs badly! That was the 1st day i felt like i'm mommy's girl unlike always being daddy's girl, this time Raya 3 of us will be wearing matching "pinkish orangish peachish". Oh ya, at last i had a YELLOW baju kurung la. Surprising cos i never have yellow shirt, finding 1 since Feb but haven't found the right till last Thurs.

Today, found a watch eventho not FCUK but still ok. Not yet buy la, still thinking about it. Wish for my brain to work well in deciding, peace~

Waaa! I'm so shy, Adrian stated in a comment to his friend in Rock Legend FB game that "hamizah wants me more than anything". Super shy ok *blush blush* For sure i want him in my band, played so hard to earn money so no offers will distract me from not buying him. Sorry to other players =p

Another person, photographer Ayleve. What a phrase la, "she's designed to blow your mind". Hadoi, ok la i know i'm super bising la. Ok ok i'll keep quiet, cett!

breakfast at Mid

Last Friday, break fast with Joey at Mid. Garnier people take our photo, ok la since it's for charity why not kan. Then signed a message on their board, sempena Merdeka & Raya. Met with a batch of UITM business students, quite friendly. In fact VERY friendly, we had fun like we had known for long. That day also was my 1st time treating patient for real, before this we did on our colleagues so can joke around can testing2 & etc la.

my Garnier msg

Tomorrow Selangor is on holiday, NOT KL! So i have class, wuuu~ I miss my home, want to be at home too. Uwaaa~ Don't want to go for class, sobs sobs =(

Lastly but important, GOODLUCK AIMAN! Having exams is it, saw your friends mentioned it in your page. All the best tau, u can do it! Btw my YM is not functioning, stress la when cannot story mowry. Sheesh!

14 days left for puasa, when will be the day i can buka puasa with Aiman & Adrian? Counting days, which lucky day will complete my friends' circle. Met all my besties in this fasting month, except both of them.

Okla, i'll stop here. Class tmrw tmrw tmrw, wakey wakey! Need to sleep early tonight, sweet dreams people. Zzz!

How i wish i could...

I normally will be a hardthinker whenever i'm alone, or when i don't have anything to do. That's the time all sorts of stuff came into mind.

Lately i was so busy with classes, & cos of it i lepak2 less with my besties. What to do, it's my future. How i wish i have more time, like 36 hours per day? Haha =p

How i wish i could :

- meet my besties more often, lepak2 chitchat2 & gelak2 sampai lebam. Unfortunately i don't have time, not them

- karaokeee! Need it badly, almost 2 months i haven't do this stress-releasing activity

- find a clingy partner maybe? Nah, just kidding. I just wish for my friends not to be super stressed up, if not i'll feel empty cos they will need some time alone. It worries me u know

Nothing else i think, so far this is the only things i remember. I wish to see them A.S.A.P. !!

my favourite AIMAN & HANIS

cool buddy ADRIAN

besties KHAI LI, FURZANNE & ERINA

cheerful SADRU & ZA

the photographer AYLEVE & JOEY

Actually my life is basically filled with them and few others without photos, too shy to be in front of the camera. Sorry to Capak! Tu la selalu taknak photo see what happened now, hahaha. Not to forget to those who come & go in my life, i do appreciate u people. Remember all my important friends, u are so important to me. Love all of u. Peace~

Sleeping to dream

2 nights berturut-turut i dreamt of weird things, memang weird la & it is so out of reality. Maybe it's true what mama said, too creative mind initiates unexpected thoughts. Imagine how on earth i can ever dream that i'm adopted. Sheesh! Nonsense! But i did dreamt about it.

It goes like this, konon la i'm studying overbroad. I came back for my sister's wedding, i felt weird cos the house is kinda renovated but i cnt figure it out yet which part of the house is different from the last time i seen it before i left home for further studies. Lastly i noticed, MY ROOM IS GONE! My room was next to my sister's, the wall between our room da pecah so her wedding room was super big! When i asked my family on the wedding day, they kept avoiding & asked me to do this la that la macam2 la. Then baru dad told yea they need bigger room space since my sis wanted Japanese wedding room theme, my room will be made new somewhere around the house. UNDECIDED YET! How sad =( I cried, cnt stop crying no matter who pujuk i just can't. Rumours saying "Kenapa mak & ayah pecah bilik die utk kakak die?" then some answers in the middle of the house "sebab die anak angkat jd kene penting anak betol.." Sedih kot, eventho it's just a dream but i cried for real. I wonder how if it's real, fortunately it won't be real & never will happen cos my sis is married 7 yrs ago. Hehe *relieved*

There's another, the dream was blur but i catch 1 question from it. "Who is ur the MOST in life?" I couldn't answer, everybody that i know surely have some lack here & there. Simple words, not yet met any person 101% same thoughts with me. If i want i should have a clone of me i guess, hahaha. Neway even if u ask for real, i still don't know how to answer. I mean who to answer, so i'll give artist answer. "No comment!" Let the question alone la, malas fikir.

What i wana dream tonight pulak? Let's wish, hehe =p See ya!